Next month, I’m getting my senior pictures taken. In April, I go to prom. And on May 16th, I graduate. After I walk out of that auditorium, I’m not sure how I will feel. I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do. I feel as though I’m being pushed to do something incredible after high school… But is it really incredible if you are being forced into doing it? Is success measured by the number of figures on your paycheck, or by how fantastic you feel about yourself?
I’m happy with what I’ve got going for myself so far. I’m not looking for anything in particular, because I think that life isn’t meant to be lived from one stressor to the next. I’m not saying that planning is bad, I’m just saying that maybe we don’t all need to beat the shit out of each other for the gold star when it’s really just a shiny plastic sticker.
is coming up and I have so many guys chasing me.
So…
Why do I still feel so ugly?
I’m afraid that you’ll just drop me on my ass in front of everyone.