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When it rains, it pours really fucking hard in Missouri.

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So, I Sharpied some tattoos onto one of my models for a photoshoot last month and never put any photos up! These are two of the three. I rather enjoy Sharpie art.

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So, I haven’t updated in forever. I’ve been working 52 hours a week, I graduated, I’m single, I’m exhausted… But I’m happy. Oh yeah, I’m the lead of this rollercoaster. It’s the Mamba at WOF. Be jealous (:

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The Westboro Baptist Church

is too close for comfort… The Midwest suuuuucks.

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If you’re ever feeling like complete shit, just smile. I swear, it feels so good. It makes everyone else smile, and who can be sad around so many smiling people?

I’ve been using the “pseudo-smile to force a real smile” technique a lot lately. I’m ridiculously stressed, but life isn’t at all bad (:

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This is it.

Next month, I’m getting my senior pictures taken. In April, I go to prom. And on May 16th, I graduate. After I walk out of that auditorium, I’m not sure how I will feel. I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do. I feel as though I’m being pushed to do something incredible after high school… But is it really incredible if you are being forced into doing it? Is success measured by the number of figures on your paycheck, or by how fantastic you feel about yourself?

I’m happy with what I’ve got going for myself so far. I’m not looking for anything in particular, because I think that life isn’t meant to be lived from one stressor to the next. I’m not saying that planning is bad, I’m just saying that maybe we don’t all need to beat the shit out of each other for the gold star when it’s really just a shiny plastic sticker.

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Today, it was 60 degrees outside. If Mother Nature came over right now, I’d give her a big lesbian kiss. And I wouldn’t even have to get drunk beforehand this time.

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Valentine’s Day

is coming up and I have so many guys chasing me.

So…

Why do I still feel so ugly?

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Don’t sweep me off my feet…

I’m afraid that you’ll just drop me on my ass in front of everyone.